Monday, January 25, 2010

Edited (request by JB)

Each and everytime you smile,
The soothing feeling surrounds me,
Even if sometimes its just a while,
At that moment it makes me feel free.

You allow me to freely show how i feel,
Though your not mine to belong,
I wish i can bring you to high mountain hills,
You'll always have a place beside my throne.

Deeply in love being with only you,
Wanting to be a part of your life,
I dont want it just to be a walkthrough,
I'll treat you as my future bride.

Imagine

A tree standing in the middle of the big green field of Zanarkand.

Wind blowing,
The leaves sway,
Branches spread out,
Feel mother nature's beauty.

I want to be like the tree,
Plant in such freedom,
With all the greens,
There wont be any boresome,
Instead there's gonna be lots of blossoms.

I want to be like the tree,
Can feel mother's nature,
The feel of freedom is not mine to be,
i bet its as sweet as nectar,
I dont want my everyday listening to lectures.

I want to be like the tree,
They seem to always grow with each other,
In reality which is the truth,
I cant find the meaning of "each other"
Like no one even bother.

Wind blowing,
The leaves sway,
Branches spread out,
Feel mother nature's beauty.
That's the way of the tree,
And one day i hope i can be like the tree.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

The question mark haunts me,
Leavin me with no answers,
Rampage! I'm stucked in a stampede,
Stood up fell again i was shattered.

How do i get out of the maze of paddy?
Breaking the rules ignoring the walls?
Do i choose my path slow and steady?
Or i keep running until death calls?

Its like parasitism their sucking my freedom,
I hope for a meteor impact to the Earth's crust,
Just so i'm set free from this dungeon,
Or at least that day will be the last.
Being the eldest in the family... Sometimes...Everytime i think...I wonder i was born...given life to live a life of my own... To live in happiness... Live with no worries... Live in a place i find my own well-being in my own healthy way... Then again i wonder... i was born... given life to be treated as a babysitter... as a watcher for the siblings... To think for the siblings... not for my own but for them... i study work just to make sure i can take care of them... but mainly not for me... I asked my myself then... If i don't live for myself but for them... how much benefit will i gain as over and over again i am doing the same thing for only one purpose is to make sure i am available at any time for them... In the end i asked myself and i ask to God... why am i given birth if i'm not born to have my own life for my own purposes for my own reason in my own way?

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Each and everytime you smile,
The soothing feeling surrounds me,
Even if sometimes its just a while,
At that moment it makes me feel free.

You allow me to freely show how i feel,
Though your not mine to belong,
I wish i can bring you to high mountain hills,
You'll always have a place beside my throne.

Deeply in love being with only you,
Wanting to be a part of your life,
I dont want it just to be a walkthrough,
I'll treat you as my future bride.

Monday, January 11, 2010

Feelings barged into my weak heart,
Aphrodite enchanting heavenly above,
I wish i can be your Ares,
I will bravely retrieve my only true love.

Eternity your beauty it will be,
I see no limit your kindness can reach,
Your willingness indulges me,
Every obstacle you just easily breach.
You are as clean as a lily.

Beyond that strong wall there's always rain,
I understand how you feel I can feel the pain,
I am here to fight beside you,
Together we'll go against vain,
We will survive that trecherous storm,
No longer you'll be alone.

Endowed you are from God to me,
Never i thought will meet such beauty,
Your practically prefect in every form,
There no need too much for you to transform.

We're both growing up with the same speed,
Why don't give me a chance to ride along beside thee,
Let me hold your hand and let's start from beginning,
Forget the pass as those are over,
Just give it an ending.

Something in here is as sweet as a bumblebee,
Say no more,
Think no more,
It is you i placed inside this poem ,
Gimme a chance to care for thee,
Gimme a chance to be with you.
Will you today accept me?

We're both are almost the same,
The love we had never looked never felt true,
Why don't we start from scratch,
May be we make a perfect match.

Just like the present in your hand,
Hope you like the color,
PInk and you will always be a match,
Wish you will reach your dream,
As the thoughts you have,
Is what you'll be.

From the bottom of my heart,
Gimme a chance to care for thee,
Gimme a chance to be with you.
Will you today accept me?
泪流到了尽头,
话已说不出口,
我还能做什么,
心也都麻痹了。

I‘ve became a desert,
Zipped tight locked my mouth,
What am i suppose to do?
I've already have a paralyzed heart.

要求者,BoyBoy,
献给,XxX.

Requested from BoyBoy,
Dedicated to XxX.