Thief

If one day the clock strikes,
The day i no more have meals,
I have to live with bribe,
Life that i must steal.

There is nothing what i want more,
Nothing is worth for me to steal,
I can't find a definition of what i must do is for,
I don't even want to steal even the safe is not sealed.

One thing that is only worth it,
One thing that is worth planning,
One thing that is more precious than gold,
The only that i want to steal,
Your heart.

If i'm a thief, the only thing i wanna steal will be your heart.

Good Night~
Love you always~
Ussimi~

So many things to tell yet so little time left,
Too many things to do yet so little oppurtunity,
Everything is affordable as long as pure heart presents itself,
That's why i treasure every moment with you right now,
Do Love me care for me like i loved you more than anything i loved on this planet,
Little or less i dont mind,
Remember i only look at your heart,
If one day we're forced to leave apart,
Remember this and remember this always,
You will always be a part of my sky and in me.

You truly made my day,
You are always the one pulling me out from the shade,

Blessed to meet you,
Blessed to know you,
Thank you,
I do care for you,
Love you.

Nitez~

Ps: Sorry! Sometimes i'm kinda childish tempering with you.

Next time

Love is not just simply about being happy when ur together, smiles, laughs, warm feeling towards one another and so on. Sometimes, i do get angry, disappointed, frustrated and some more. I chose not to show but to just keep quite and do it in another way. I'm not angry because i'm angry, i'm angry because i care. Sometimes i cant expect you to give me what i want everytime because you weren't meant to. I'm always vulnerable to the word next time because it just shows how much you don't want to at that particular moment. I insisted, but you insisted more, then i give up. Truly i'm disappointed. Again i'm disappointed not because i'm reli disappointed but felt beaten in another way and the questions in my head just pops out again. May be i'm askin too much, yes i'm asking too much. I never get what i expect, sometimes i get what i least expect, but at least there is a next time. Saw a photo in facebook, then i was thinking was not me, everyone else but me. I wonder was Olivia right about my temper, am i that nice? May be i am, or i'm just acting to be. I myself ain't even near 1% percent sure about this. Still i cant see any much attention i gained from you. Yes, a little but still there's more to go for you to know and understand and of course myself have more to find out.

Last reminder,
Recall 14th/Feb/2010.
I've gathered all my trusted ones,
Loved ones,
Cared most,
Bringing them together,
Workin sided by side,
Combine to form a heart for you,
And i lighted it up at that moment in front of you,
Just for and only you.
Feel the blessing?
It's all from the heart.

Headin to bed now.. NiteEz~

Pray for the need

It hurts to see someone in pain,
But it hurts more when unable to pull them out of vain,
Our future is to live and let live,
Their future is destined for us to help and give.
Shy to look at our face,
The pain suffer living on a deserted dry surface,
A sip of water,
A teaspoon of grain,
They asked what is supper?
WE disgusted with some food and complain.
Learn to appreciate in presence,
As its God gifts to you as a present,
You may think you are in vain,
But the ones that can't even gain weight never complain.
Dry,
Wilt,
Hunger,
Deserted,
A little willing to save,
At least and at least,
We hold hands and pray.

Feel sorry to owes take your place,
For time treating u beating u in a race,
I know their time beside u not much left to stay,
But I assure I'll somehow make it up to u to repay.

This was and is in my mind now till then. Now, continue on to "Go Back To Myself Project" for HuiGor. To get him back to acknowledge my presence and absence from emoness.

People tell me! Why and ask yourselves?
Why must give up, Why?
Why Cant you finish what you started?
Don'T you or just feeling shy?

They say everyone is different in this world,
Everyone IS different i truly agree,
But only two kinds,
Standing face to face at both sides of A line.

Why am i different with him?
Why am i different with her?
Isit that he's more slim?
Or her size is just larger?

No need of numbers nor letters,
The only code to break this secret,
Accept and learn from the words or critters,
You can reach heights even if your a little midget.

Take one step forward, Just ONE step,
Discover various and new choices,
If you think it's just crap?
Then jump back to hell where you will never find Oasis.

Apply the letter B,
Apply the letter C,
Apply the letter U,
Brave, Confident and of course U yourself where it all started.

Like i said before,
Just take the first step,
You don't need to see the whole staircase,
If not you will not reach height if you cant even take one simple step.

Blessings under the sunshine,
Everyday seems to rhyme,
Everybody trying to run ahead of time,
Too much work to do, Too many kind.

Looking at that Square box made out of 0 and 1,
Sometimes, maybe, It might look fun,
But once you have to run,
It's worse than staying whole day under the sun.

Looking at another kind made out of wood,
One that you hold and the other to write, which student make it as dog food,
Neither it's easy to write nor look,
I rather hang myself with a hook.

Listening to noises you don't wanna hear,
Listening to news that makes you fear,
Listening to bad news that shed tears,
Listening to music that let your mind clear.

Look on the bright side,
Rather than you focus on the dark,
You can run, listen, see and even feel right,
While some just forever in the X mark.

Appreciate what you have and what your capable of,
If one day you let yourself rot,
Reconsider or just let it be and off,
Let the needs to have what they lack to be their coat.