Even if the world is in the highest definition,

You can't see thro what's really going on,

When the time calls for termination,

No matter how many tears shedded, all have gone.

Numbers doesn't matter,

Only the ones from the heart matters,

Who created happiness,

Unaffordable smiles from each and everyone's faces.

When people tries to barge into something.. they tend to leave when they get in
When people tries to pull out of something.. they tend to turn back
When sweet memories surrounds and everything thing reminds you of the other
Is when your stuck figuring out who is the one facing you in the mirror

Who am i cheating?
Who am i bluffing?
Who am i joking?
Who am i kidding?

I'm not so strong as i said i am,
I've been so weak and getting weaker,
I thought i'm on the right lane,
Now i know i'm walking on fire.

So many tears trapped within my eyes,
Watching movies to make myself cry,
Heart tight between the lungs,
Endless tears, endless sighs.

Seeing a Bitch and a Son of the BItch getting together.. Looking at their freakin "Sweet" photo just pisses me off.. Why the fuck he can do that? Knowing him let loose outside being a fuck facec is just soo freakin frustrating.. Why the fuck i let him Get to me? Meaningless.. i envy too much.. HIS NOT A THREAT! HIS NOT A FREAKING THREEAAAT! HE CAN"T DO TO ME NO SHIT! haiy.. DAmmit! This not confident guy is not me.. this ain't gonna work at all.. each failure leads to stepping back again and again..

How much more can i take?
How much of patience i have left?
How much more can i tolerate?
How much of his face i wanna break!

Why can't i have?
Why can't i be?
Why can't i surpass?
Why can't i Why cant I!

Thee not meant to live in tears,
Tears of joy in fact is a different thing,
Now then i realised thee heart is teared,
I Apologize for the rough landing.

Experience is what most difficult to get,
Experience is where there's ups and down,
Experience you'll have if there's a chance,
Experience is what i need that's needed to be found.