Cheers v^^v

First time i choose to be cruel in my life just to keep us out of sight. I'll delete you for now, till we figure out how. I will stop babbling bout how much i want you, and you can stop apologizing and taking it all as if it's ur fault, it's not. " The fact that we like each other, but we're not together " i can't even maintain that little relationship, i'm not suitable to be ur guy. Compare to what you've been through, i'm much more of a failure in romance.

With all regards,

With no regrets,

For a while i chose to spend my time,

On something was with me, on the same line.

For just a while,

I get to have a clear look, at ur smile,

For a while,

Wanna walk side by side, for miles.

Old in the heart,

Young in Physiq,

Gave it another shot,

In the end went fatique.

Maybe i asked for too much,

But i try to change,

Once failed wasn't given a chance,

I guessed i went out of range.

What's not meant to be, won't be at all,

Tried and tried, still no response,

Feeling ended,

I hope i be just deleted.

I am still who i am,

Thought this time would have a big change,

When will this suffocating inner me be released,

Pls don let me live in vain.

If you have the choice.. would you take one more shot? not the rush rush kind..

I wanted to, you know actually settle down another time with no love life and all. Live freely n enjoy life with frens. But, sometimes you just can't hold back when u meet a girl that you really really like that you wanna be with her. Sitting side by side staring across the sky searching for the biggest most shinny star. And then we make a wish then we can live happily ever after. Of course if we don't make it at least we had happy times 2gether before.

But, that kind of life doesn't really attract to my side nor me to theirs. Its like reluctant to let me even meet one girl that i can actually have one dream come true for even one time. Some might say "Don't care so much bout love, it's not time yet" "Study Study Study, love is nothing for now" I know all this and of course i know study is important. But, its a fact that i need love.

I need love because i live with this motivation and i need it so much that only with that i can be more happy. Love is a drug, it really is. I need that kind of care which so many people around me have bt i don't. Let's just say i envy and i want it too. I just need one right girl just to care bout me more than anyone else. May be love isn't that easy i thought it was. May be it is. Just to me.

All i need is you, you don't have to do much you know?

I wonder where did i do wrong?

Isit wrong to not fool with friends? or isit wrong to less fool with friends?

Or am i wrong to fight back when am being fooled by friend?

Isit my low popularity that makes my B'day that so not important?

Or isit just my character that you don't like so you don't even Freakin care?

What more can i do? Than just..

Tolerate?

No holding back?

Smile at whatever prank?

Ignore the disrespectful statement?

Or just don care even the one i love is being taken away?

I've been told before

"Dick, here there are 2 degree of grades of friends, you definitely is not in the top one"

What more to say?

Fuck you?

Am back-stabbed,

Cursed,

Pranked,

Kena fucked in FB,

Even my blog,

Okay wadever,

I'm always the person that's wrong.

Today finally got back on the court which is at curtin.

And freakin hell i smoked then so bad with my

NOOBNESS. =.=

I was like soooo noob i cant even shoot the ball straight.

Think it has to do with the GYMS.

Felt so tight i cant jump or run properly.

Need to work harder now for future competition.

IF I HAVE TO HEART TO COMPETE AGAIN.

Everytime i think about it, it just pisses me off.

COMPETITION SENSATION UR ASS!

Go thr to sit until my butt gets hot enuf.

Then stand up gathering clap clap

"okok, everybody lets get toegther and win this"

WTF! i was like sitting thr doing nothing. ==

The Gold medal we've got doesnt even taste a bit.

Know WHy?

Coz i ain't in the freakin recipe. Freakin Chemistry!

Okay! Enough with balls!

Morning, i mean NOON lecture was kinda boring.

But, i tried to get high becoz am in a good mood finally after so long.

Not that i'm not in a good mood before but, jst not that high.

I was like fooling around with CHIN JIA HONG.

He and Tze Jing was talking bout DotA.

Then I came in, Muaahahhahaha(I'm not saying that i'm pro)

BuT! i think i can pawn them.. I THINK!

I did this for the whole lecture.

I look at him(JIA HONG)

"Hey, BE A MAN, i can kill you with just ( i knock the table with my finger)"

"JUST ONE CLICK"

"KAPISH?"

SNAP!ONE CLICK! YOUR GONE!

hahaha.. lame.. crazy..

Then i turn my sight to Tze Jing..

He is more pro so.. i changed a click to 2 click..

WHich means 2 knocks.. hAHAHA

ANyways.. just ignore..

Then at night which was the sad and happy part.

Sorry to say, being honest.

I'm very EMO now.

I feel sooooo stupid everytime i deal with it.

What's it? Forget it..

Let time do its thing.

Everytime i THOUGHTS, it's just a NOT.

THink i'm cursed or some sort?

I'm so sad right now.

I just wanna entertain my Bestest Dota Fren JUELZE CROWN 522!!

hahaha.. anyways..

Hey Juelze, its fun blogging like this.

Thanks for making me doing this..

I am so gonna do this again,

this this this,,

this continous typing of anonymous random craps.

I WANNA SHOUT!

BTW, why i didn't mention about the happy part?

Becoz,

According to Ah DIck Kuan Ming Wei's Formula.

Which is me

Happy + Sad*Sad= Happy + Sad^2 = Sad

Why Sad * Sad?

Bare in mind..

Sadness always multiplies when you don't get through with it in time.

It was a hell of day!

goodnight

I appreciate the ones that appreciate me, I also appreciate the ones who don't, but i appreciate most for the ones that i reli care about. I'll continue on as long as am trusted n supported. I'm looking for a new route. I want to lighten up everything again. Gimme the time gimme the chance. Like i said, my fren said, if you dare to say goodbye, fate will reward you a hello.

If you guys think i'm dumb doing these stupid thing, writing these stupid stuff, being stupid, Pls get the F out of my blog. Its the only place i can settle down n rest in peace. If i write more in Facebook you think i have any freedom? What my frens will say? "Dick, i is give u mlm" "Dick, can u shut up?" "Dick, no one diao u, no one care" "Dick, ur not handsome ur not smart ur nothing" "Dick, don cheat yourself" I'm freakin tired so if u wan to tackle me even in my blog, i give up. I can't do no shit. Don't force me to draw a line in between everything we've been through, or u might don care or ignore my existence. I've had enough tolerence for u guys for the past few years. Please la, even the most trusted ones being so harsh on me. I have my limitations and i hope i won't get over that limit. I don't like to show. But if you insist, let it be then. Goodnight! Moodless to write anything.

I'm up i'm up i'm up! Why am i up soooo early? Just can't continue to sleep so decided to check out whats new in PPS.. Found "Killers" is in the list so might as well watch that.. I'm letting it buff now while i blog so it won't lag lag thr later while watching.. Hate it when that happens.

When once love fails,
You tell yourself, Its an experience,
When twice love fails again,
You tell yourself he/she ain't the one,
When the third time love fails once more,
You tell yourself, One day there will be someone that understands you.

They say going up is difficult,
I saying falling ain't that easy too,
It's like raindrops hitting the trees before digested into the soil,
SO much to go through, after letting go of the sky.

Sun, light brightens memory lane,
Moon, stars decorate the upper plain,
Wind, sound takes away inner pain,
Every end of the world, Mother Nature always remains.

In silence, best to clear the mind,
Its like all around waiting for the present to be unbind,
Love, unworthy love is never a crime,
For last there's always importants we've learned.

Long i live with my swears,
Smashed through every wall front of me,
Expected much more, much more care,
Glow slowly fading, not yet retrieve of the key.

All i wanted was you,
To be 2gether as one,
But it has been owes only you,
Time is almost done.

A shooting star finding its way, a place to land,
Piercing through the atmosphere,
To reach ground zero, into the plains,
In the end nothing left remain.