Live On...I will

Blessed ... given a Life to Live
Theres more than reasons to go On
As long as ... it starts with an I
Never lost hopes...when theres a Will

No things... be deem as obstacles
Indeed... will explores my way thro
Xpecially with luv and care.. abundance

I WIll Live On

Eventhough most of the time its only an I.
Still we have to learn to know our Will.
Everyone have their reasons to Live.
Never quit but only to go On.

The moment you understand what is written above,
Will be the moment you walk out of that shadow,
Read every last word of each sentence.

爱上你 , 不需要理由 ; 那恨你 , 有没有理由呢 ?
理由是一样的，我对你有感情，好的坏得都有。

Xian Xian xian xian xiiiiiiaaaaan~ don feel like being in the ball games anymore. Previously felt good playin wit the old guys coz they give chances and teach you throughout whole game. Even after the game they encourage us every minute. Theres always a chance to say "Give it a go" and now.. WTF I SUB PPL AFTER THEY FOULED OUT! am i capable only for that? FUCK U! And wth the freakin coach say " first 5 second 5 get ready" then? whr i go? you din even put me in any of it. siiiiiiieeeeeen~ no mood.. EVen if we really ending up being Champs.. Wads the use. sitting thr cheering only. i rather cheer wit at the audience sits wit the others rather then sitting thr hoping for something hopeless. Thought was a different team different routine and a better chance to learn and show. In the end, its not a "no" show, its a "no show". Lame shit sitting thr watching, cheering, n the coach discuss wit the others one by one and i just sit thr like a nobody. DOn't even look like i'm in the freakin team. Sorry and gotta say this coach is listed the 3rd stupid ass hole coach i've met in my basketball life.

Had a little quarrel with ck though during match.. By just sitting thr.. i was kinda angry everytime i see the coach like pull the better ones aside to discuss the strategy.. ck was like " i won how, i'm okay wit everything, you angry for wad " i forgive coz may be he dono how i feel. Everyone thinks differently anyways, but he finally can understand a bit when i tell it with more detail. Appreciate though eric did try a little to cheer me. "no hard feelings" he said after the match. Ah Fui also, " U better use up all your fouls next match " hahaha.. but i said " IF i have the chance to step in the freakin court i will " ... hmmmmm.. When we all went to lim teh with the whole team thr.. The freakin coach din say a word bout me.. WHY? Coz not used.. He din even put an eye on me.. PUIK! gotta rest.. nid energy to calm myself tonight..

Even if the world is in the highest definition,

You can't see thro what's really going on,

When the time calls for termination,

No matter how many tears shedded, all have gone.

Numbers doesn't matter,

Only the ones from the heart matters,

Who created happiness,

Unaffordable smiles from each and everyone's faces.

When people tries to barge into something.. they tend to leave when they get in
When people tries to pull out of something.. they tend to turn back
When sweet memories surrounds and everything thing reminds you of the other
Is when your stuck figuring out who is the one facing you in the mirror

Who am i cheating?
Who am i bluffing?
Who am i joking?
Who am i kidding?

I'm not so strong as i said i am,
I've been so weak and getting weaker,
I thought i'm on the right lane,
Now i know i'm walking on fire.

So many tears trapped within my eyes,
Watching movies to make myself cry,
Heart tight between the lungs,
Endless tears, endless sighs.

Seeing a Bitch and a Son of the BItch getting together.. Looking at their freakin "Sweet" photo just pisses me off.. Why the fuck he can do that? Knowing him let loose outside being a fuck facec is just soo freakin frustrating.. Why the fuck i let him Get to me? Meaningless.. i envy too much.. HIS NOT A THREAT! HIS NOT A FREAKING THREEAAAT! HE CAN"T DO TO ME NO SHIT! haiy.. DAmmit! This not confident guy is not me.. this ain't gonna work at all.. each failure leads to stepping back again and again..

How much more can i take?
How much of patience i have left?
How much more can i tolerate?
How much of his face i wanna break!

Why can't i have?
Why can't i be?
Why can't i surpass?
Why can't i Why cant I!

Thee not meant to live in tears,
Tears of joy in fact is a different thing,
Now then i realised thee heart is teared,
I Apologize for the rough landing.

Experience is what most difficult to get,
Experience is where there's ups and down,
Experience you'll have if there's a chance,
Experience is what i need that's needed to be found.