Xian Xian xian xian xiiiiiiaaaaan~ don feel like being in the ball games anymore. Previously felt good playin wit the old guys coz they give chances and teach you throughout whole game. Even after the game they encourage us every minute. Theres always a chance to say "Give it a go" and now.. WTF I SUB PPL AFTER THEY FOULED OUT! am i capable only for that? FUCK U! And wth the freakin coach say " first 5 second 5 get ready" then? whr i go? you din even put me in any of it. siiiiiiieeeeeen~ no mood.. EVen if we really ending up being Champs.. Wads the use. sitting thr cheering only. i rather cheer wit at the audience sits wit the others rather then sitting thr hoping for something hopeless. Thought was a different team different routine and a better chance to learn and show. In the end, its not a "no" show, its a "no show". Lame shit sitting thr watching, cheering, n the coach discuss wit the others one by one and i just sit thr like a nobody. DOn't even look like i'm in the freakin team. Sorry and gotta say this coach is listed the 3rd stupid ass hole coach i've met in my basketball life.
Had a little quarrel with ck though during match.. By just sitting thr.. i was kinda angry everytime i see the coach like pull the better ones aside to discuss the strategy.. ck was like " i won how, i'm okay wit everything, you angry for wad " i forgive coz may be he dono how i feel. Everyone thinks differently anyways, but he finally can understand a bit when i tell it with more detail. Appreciate though eric did try a little to cheer me. "no hard feelings" he said after the match. Ah Fui also, " U better use up all your fouls next match " hahaha.. but i said " IF i have the chance to step in the freakin court i will " ... hmmmmm.. When we all went to lim teh with the whole team thr.. The freakin coach din say a word bout me.. WHY? Coz not used.. He din even put an eye on me.. PUIK! gotta rest.. nid energy to calm myself tonight..
No comments:
Post a Comment