" Chemical or Civil which one is more difficult? "
" Are your fren goin overseas also? "
" England cheaper than Aus rite? "
I go fucking crazy everytime you ask me similar questions.. I chose Civil because u suggested n wanted me to. I don't fucking care whether my frens are goin overseas or not becoz i care bout myself n WHEN AM I GOIN TO LEAVE! I will go fucking mad when you give me hope n you take it away when i am so so ready to leave. SHIT! I reli reli reli reli don have the interest to do anything rite now. HERE i don feel like studying becoz i don't like studying HERE. Time to time you give me hope to leave this place n you take it away. FUCK! I'm sick of this n i'm tired. I wish i just die so i don't have to make any choices. Making choices will just bring me to disappointed anyways. Tell me to make my own choice and think is thoroughly myself. What happened then? You din even think of my situation or my feeling n turn ur the tables on me. FUCK OFF! I want a new life! I don't care whether its hardcore life out thr or it's easier at home. I JUST WANT TO LEAVE!
DON'T TELL ME MY GRADES SUCK BECOZ I GO OUT EVERYNIGHT!
DON'T TELL ME MY GRADES SUCK BECOZ OF MY FRENS!
DON'T TELL ME MY GRADES SUCK BECOZ I DIN PUT ENOUGH EFFORT!
BECOZ IT'S NOT!
It's just me doing my time living life my way. I studied and i tried hard but it just won't work here. You gave me car gave me money gave me a little space n? Of course i use them because it's right in front of my eyes. You think i'll be like this too when i go overseas. FUCK YOU! Why don't you just kill me when you're actually trying to say that " I DON"T BElievE you "
This is just me thinking it MY WAY saying it out loud MY WAY. No one truly understands me. NO ONE! n i reli mean it NOOOOOO OOOOOOOnEEEEEEEE!
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