Since the day,

I walked out that door in flame,

No longer i've mention or think of your name,

Between us there's not much left but pain.

True friends once we were,

But then, went out of line when we reach a curve,

Hesitated, reconsidered, don't know where to steer,

Each turn sided with fear.

Could we be the same i asked myself,

Could we greet and say hi like old times?

Pick a book from the old shelf?

A new story, a different rhyme?

What's not meant to be,

Why does it have to be you and me,

The mistakes, crimes and despicable sins,

I led myself flying with broken wings.

Heart shattered,

Knowing no more i'll be in your eyes,

Not even for a second,

I've learned a tough lesson.

Hope not to be forgotten,

Will thee let me,

Start over,

In silence.

The thing is..

I missed you..

The important thing is..

There's still a little sense of like for you..

Reaching out for the star i never reached,
They say practice what you breach,
Still i'm think nothing has been learned,
What more is left or is there anything, to be earned?

Kinda disappointed, Am i forgotten?

Guess i need to start blogging again.. too much stuff hanging around in my mind.. its very distracting and i can't focus.. Gonna try to stop all the bad bad stuff.. Am gonna stop basketball.. waste of my time.. stupid coach.. reli wtf.. made me lost my interest.. save the strength and stamina to dota and work better.. use those time on the court on something else.. lion dancing still my fav.. may be gonna blog bout that soon.. gonna still blog bit bout basketball.. Make me feel relief.. STUPID!!!! to the max.. sien sien sien.. stupid night.. first match was okay.. i think.. well not really.. from beginning till now keep telling me "You're waiting for the opportunity" FARK YOU OPPORTUNITY UR SHIT.. I'm not even given then wait for what? o0o=.=o0o may be a little.. 2 minutes? yea if my future coach ask me if i got experience o not.. " YEA i do actually.. 2 minutes defending then i go back sit and watch. YEA! that all.. -.-" think i'm gonna burst if i continue.. sleeeeeeeeep! Ready for work tomorrow.. gonna help the juniors prepare for their comp after that.. well.. allll daaaa beeeest! again.. FaRK You Sohai COACH! nono ur not my coach.. WTF!!!! sleep -.-