Yet felt so far,
When i look at you in the eyes,
I still sense that the reflection is not me.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Looking at you along with others,
There is always that much difference,
Every moment with you i cant catch my breathe,
To deal must learn patience.
Hold hands is just a way to pass their love and care,
Hand in hand,
A kiss or a hug is to show their need for one another,
Feel within.
Realizing that dream is a fake,
Realizing i'm still second degree or lower,
Realizing i'm still not in you,
Realizing i'm not meant to be with you.
I'll keep walking,
Because you are so different,
Than any other...
PS: Wish you guys a safe and happy trip to ShangHai
Blessing to Mom & Dad, Aug & Viv, Mar, HuiGor, Ma, Little Bubbly Sis, ZhinG
-I Love You-
Monday, May 24, 2010
You cant score if you don't take the shot,
If you don't try you'll never know the ending,
Are you gonna take that shot?
Or just let it go and give it an ending?
There's always a choice between good and bad,
But you never know whether good is good,
Is bad always that bad?
Just taste it may be it's delicious food.
A smile tears off the entire mourn look,
A deep breathe and blow away the foul breathes,
A step is what you took,
An accomplishment is what you've had.
No matter what the result is,
Bring you to heaven or tear you apart,
This is how life is,
As long as you follow your heart.
Losing is not the end, giving up is what we call an end.
If you don't try you'll never know the ending,
Are you gonna take that shot?
Or just let it go and give it an ending?
There's always a choice between good and bad,
But you never know whether good is good,
Is bad always that bad?
Just taste it may be it's delicious food.
A smile tears off the entire mourn look,
A deep breathe and blow away the foul breathes,
A step is what you took,
An accomplishment is what you've had.
No matter what the result is,
Bring you to heaven or tear you apart,
This is how life is,
As long as you follow your heart.
Losing is not the end, giving up is what we call an end.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Shrek n Nightmare in Elm Street
Tonight was kinda fun, going in and out the same place twice to watch different pictures coming out from the same screen. First slide was funny, touching, and cute. Omgosh that fat cat Cute Dao~ Pop! Second slide was super duper creepy, scared the shit outta me. Yea, first move by Freddy(Horror guy in movie with knives on his hands) almost got me punched in the face. It went like " Roar! AHHHHHHH!" her hand hit mine and mine went straight back to myself. Yeah~ was fun. Can see she was frightened and tired after all the screaming. Felt bad, RELI bad! " I am never gonna watch this kind of slides again!" she said. Yea, count me in. Need time to settle down, but the worst ain't here yet. 3 more weeks till final and am still struggling with those freakin formulaes. Am i engineering material? Shish am dead! Anyways, if you can't beat'em join them. Gambateh lo. Sorry, suddenly jump topic. So i was saying, actually nothing more to say for tonight. Was fun, BUT then again. Once more ended in a rupture which my blood led a trail whole way back home. Any last words Mr.Dick? "Well, gotta pick up my own pieces right?" "I think i should"
Goodnight Guys~
Blessings to ...... You know..... As Usual
-I Love You-
Goodnight Guys~
Blessings to ...... You know..... As Usual
-I Love You-
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Something's missing,
Feeling all wrong,
You i'm missing,
Not just that, think gotta be more.
Everyday kept in mind,
Everyday wanna let you noe,
How much of you i mind,
How much of you i hope to show.
You forbid my feelings to enter,
You forbid my words to come,
I always hope for the better,
When will the day come?
Gotta a feeling,
Not reli a good one,
Your words sometimes might be killin,
But you'll still be the one.
People trying to pull me out,
Out of the shadow to show my smile,
Sometimes i image myself shouting out loud,
Release that anger once in a while.
I'll be fine,
For now,
I'll act blind,
For now.
Feeling all wrong,
You i'm missing,
Not just that, think gotta be more.
Everyday kept in mind,
Everyday wanna let you noe,
How much of you i mind,
How much of you i hope to show.
You forbid my feelings to enter,
You forbid my words to come,
I always hope for the better,
When will the day come?
Gotta a feeling,
Not reli a good one,
Your words sometimes might be killin,
But you'll still be the one.
People trying to pull me out,
Out of the shadow to show my smile,
Sometimes i image myself shouting out loud,
Release that anger once in a while.
I'll be fine,
For now,
I'll act blind,
For now.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
If you wanna do this, make it a proper way.
If you wanna deal with it, come forth and speak to me in any way,
If you wanna fuck with me, come I'll let you have the first punch to my face,
To settle everything this is the only way.
Won let her be hurt,
Nor being blindy flirt,
Not by u,
Freakin Jerk.
Today i truly announced that i have burst,
I'll pick up my pieces on the ground,
Stand up again against your thirst,
Though it hurts but i won't make a sound.
Ahaiiiyyy... no mood to type.. Nitez
If you wanna deal with it, come forth and speak to me in any way,
If you wanna fuck with me, come I'll let you have the first punch to my face,
To settle everything this is the only way.
Won let her be hurt,
Nor being blindy flirt,
Not by u,
Freakin Jerk.
Today i truly announced that i have burst,
I'll pick up my pieces on the ground,
Stand up again against your thirst,
Though it hurts but i won't make a sound.
Ahaiiiyyy... no mood to type.. Nitez
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Where Are You?
Like a leaf falling down to the greens,
Hoping for a soft and comfort lean,
Expect that was the least,
But in the end it's like sent to be feast.
Like a little flower trying to bloom to look at it's best,
But once stepped it's like a stab to the chest,
Torn apart and what's left is shaped more or less like a crest,
In the end the garden was in a mess.
Like a little boy crying and running to his mom,
Hoping for a hug that would relieve that pain from the cut,
Instead got a scolding for being so dumb,
In the end was grounded, forget bout having fun.
Like this little me,
Craving for a little from thee,
Just a little smiley,
Now i understand that nothing is free.
A GUY appeared,
I grumbled a little earlier,
I kept silent after,
In the end, I became no one n a laughter.
Even when i was down,
Aching,
Struggling,
Suffering,
Expect for the least,
Which most of the time least it wouldn't reach.
Questions for you,
What am i to you?
Am i special to you?
Or just like that, to you.
Stabbed in and out,
Humiliated in front of the crowd,
Expect for your medic,
Instead it's a critic.
Roses are red,
You can't fake it to blue,
What a heartbreak,
Where Are You?
Hoping for a soft and comfort lean,
Expect that was the least,
But in the end it's like sent to be feast.
Like a little flower trying to bloom to look at it's best,
But once stepped it's like a stab to the chest,
Torn apart and what's left is shaped more or less like a crest,
In the end the garden was in a mess.
Like a little boy crying and running to his mom,
Hoping for a hug that would relieve that pain from the cut,
Instead got a scolding for being so dumb,
In the end was grounded, forget bout having fun.
Like this little me,
Craving for a little from thee,
Just a little smiley,
Now i understand that nothing is free.
A GUY appeared,
I grumbled a little earlier,
I kept silent after,
In the end, I became no one n a laughter.
Even when i was down,
Aching,
Struggling,
Suffering,
Expect for the least,
Which most of the time least it wouldn't reach.
Questions for you,
What am i to you?
Am i special to you?
Or just like that, to you.
Stabbed in and out,
Humiliated in front of the crowd,
Expect for your medic,
Instead it's a critic.
Roses are red,
You can't fake it to blue,
What a heartbreak,
Where Are You?
Thursday, May 13, 2010
To me you are indeed...
The truth seems to make everything a lie,
It's always the most important things that you can't buy,
Sometimes it isn't bad to lie,
Sometimes when you peep, it makes you cry.
Sharing is caring,
So you share your inner voice,
Speaking doesn't mean it's declaring,
Don't mix or you'll think it's noise.
You can bring a horse to a river,
But you can't force it to drink,
The truth sometimes just gives you the shiver,
So you rather leave it there than picking up the leak.
It's stupid to turn your back on something,
As important as love,
Love someone not only for their good,
Though sometimes it might seems to be bad BUT,
Ask yourself!
Being with her, Do you feel good?
No matter ugly or pretty of you show,
No matter how good it is or bad it was,
That special feeling from such a special person,
Creates such beautiful attraction,
None of the less,
The one that i don't wanna risk to leave behind,
None of the less,
The one that is owes special to me,
Time to Time.
It's always the most important things that you can't buy,
Sometimes it isn't bad to lie,
Sometimes when you peep, it makes you cry.
Sharing is caring,
So you share your inner voice,
Speaking doesn't mean it's declaring,
Don't mix or you'll think it's noise.
You can bring a horse to a river,
But you can't force it to drink,
The truth sometimes just gives you the shiver,
So you rather leave it there than picking up the leak.
It's stupid to turn your back on something,
As important as love,
Love someone not only for their good,
Though sometimes it might seems to be bad BUT,
Ask yourself!
Being with her, Do you feel good?
No matter ugly or pretty of you show,
No matter how good it is or bad it was,
That special feeling from such a special person,
Creates such beautiful attraction,
None of the less,
The one that i don't wanna risk to leave behind,
None of the less,
The one that is owes special to me,
Time to Time.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Feel?
What can i say?
A filled up mind?
When can i squeeze in?
Just a little may be?
Thought i'm special,
Guess i'm not,
I think its the facial,
Handsome and Smart, Not!
Ever so hard-headed,
Can i smack it with a hammer,
Look wider girl,
I don't want just to be your teacher.
Understand what i want to do,
Understand how i feel,
Loosen that screw,
Don't be so still.
I know your not mine to be,
Or may be forever not meant to be,
Thx for the kind invites at least,
But i'm still walking in the mist.
Unsupported love,
One sided love,
Selfish kind of love,
A thing that will never be mine to own?
Meaningful sentences:
1)Sometimes, Love doesn't exist unless its acknowledged in front of people.
2)You cant rush Love.
3)Love ain't just about being happy.
4)Like Rumi said "All we wanted to have is love's confusing joy"
A filled up mind?
When can i squeeze in?
Just a little may be?
Thought i'm special,
Guess i'm not,
I think its the facial,
Handsome and Smart, Not!
Ever so hard-headed,
Can i smack it with a hammer,
Look wider girl,
I don't want just to be your teacher.
Understand what i want to do,
Understand how i feel,
Loosen that screw,
Don't be so still.
I know your not mine to be,
Or may be forever not meant to be,
Thx for the kind invites at least,
But i'm still walking in the mist.
Unsupported love,
One sided love,
Selfish kind of love,
A thing that will never be mine to own?
Meaningful sentences:
1)Sometimes, Love doesn't exist unless its acknowledged in front of people.
2)You cant rush Love.
3)Love ain't just about being happy.
4)Like Rumi said "All we wanted to have is love's confusing joy"
Do not open,
Until the perfect moment,
An out of the ordinary gift,
To give the day a mood shift.
You're my valentine,
Not frankenstein,
Just you and me on a table,
Candles along with some wine.
A day filled with,
Love and romance,
Take a deep breathe,
Wish to hold your hand feel and dance.
Wanna take of the phantom costume,
Being with you without doubts,
Just looking at your smile,
It makes everything i do worthwhile.
Everyday is Valentines when i'm with you,
Hoping for the out of the ordinary,
Wanna know that special feeling,
Wanna have that special feeling.
Standing beside a line,
With you on the other side,
When can we step over it,
I wish one day we'll have a real Valentine.
Posted after watching the movie "Valentines Day" Anyways.. Nitez
Blessings to Mom & Dad, Aug & Viv, Mar, HuiGor, Ma, Little Bubbly Sis and Zhing
-I Love You-
Until the perfect moment,
An out of the ordinary gift,
To give the day a mood shift.
You're my valentine,
Not frankenstein,
Just you and me on a table,
Candles along with some wine.
A day filled with,
Love and romance,
Take a deep breathe,
Wish to hold your hand feel and dance.
Wanna take of the phantom costume,
Being with you without doubts,
Just looking at your smile,
It makes everything i do worthwhile.
Everyday is Valentines when i'm with you,
Hoping for the out of the ordinary,
Wanna know that special feeling,
Wanna have that special feeling.
Standing beside a line,
With you on the other side,
When can we step over it,
I wish one day we'll have a real Valentine.
Posted after watching the movie "Valentines Day" Anyways.. Nitez
Blessings to Mom & Dad, Aug & Viv, Mar, HuiGor, Ma, Little Bubbly Sis and Zhing
-I Love You-
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Happy Mother's Day
No matter,
How much you love your wife,
How much you love your kids,
How much you love your siblings,
No matter,
How much you love,
You can't compare,
Mother's love.
A phase,
Where only mothers,
Have to face,
Fight fate.
A phase,
Where a new life,
Is born,
New fate.
A phase,
Where unfortunates and miracles happen,
We stand between,
Fate.
She who goes through,
Took in all the pain,
Breathtaking deep Breathes,
Scream all the way.
She who goes through,
Took in all the pain,
To give us life,
With all her might.
She who goes through,
Took in all the pain,
Live or die,
For us, that's why.
She who goes through,
Took in all the pain,
To pass her present to us,
Which is, the one and only,
Love of a Mother.
She,
Who carried us all the way,
Till the end of the day.
She,
Who change their diet for us,
To keep us safe.
She,
Who won't complain,
Even if we cause her aches.
She,
Who carried us all the way,
Till the end of the day.
For everyday,
We grow up,
Day by day,
Thank you Mom,
Happy Mother's Day.
How much you love your wife,
How much you love your kids,
How much you love your siblings,
No matter,
How much you love,
You can't compare,
Mother's love.
A phase,
Where only mothers,
Have to face,
Fight fate.
A phase,
Where a new life,
Is born,
New fate.
A phase,
Where unfortunates and miracles happen,
We stand between,
Fate.
She who goes through,
Took in all the pain,
Breathtaking deep Breathes,
Scream all the way.
She who goes through,
Took in all the pain,
To give us life,
With all her might.
She who goes through,
Took in all the pain,
Live or die,
For us, that's why.
She who goes through,
Took in all the pain,
To pass her present to us,
Which is, the one and only,
Love of a Mother.
She,
Who carried us all the way,
Till the end of the day.
She,
Who change their diet for us,
To keep us safe.
She,
Who won't complain,
Even if we cause her aches.
She,
Who carried us all the way,
Till the end of the day.
For everyday,
We grow up,
Day by day,
Thank you Mom,
Happy Mother's Day.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
A Night of 8 and 9's
A Night of 8 and 9's,
Surprisingly having this chance to meet the eyes,
Everyone started with a "Hi",
In the end ended with a wave and a "Bye".
Ning an admirable photographer with a gothic look,
Shirley with attractive eyes and minds,
Hazel an independant and confident woman,
SQ with looks of curiosity that had a funny random cake of the night.
Felt like a kid stuffed in a chicken meal box,
Totally different world from mine,
Dining with great people rocks.
Some jokes made the night rhyme,
Maturity i saw and trying to learn,
Stealing the skills that cant be taught,
I gotta be firm,
Be careful not to be caught.
I kept my head down holding on to my fork,
Spinning the pasta,
Cutting the pizza,
I was like a stiff cork.
A group of people born in the 80's,
Plus a little kid from the 90's,
Odd but fun,
Enjoy more than drinking Rum.
A Night of 8 and 9's,
Surprisingly having this chance to meet the eyes,
Everyone started with a "Hi",
In the end ended with a wave and a "Bye".
Surprisingly having this chance to meet the eyes,
Everyone started with a "Hi",
In the end ended with a wave and a "Bye".
Ning an admirable photographer with a gothic look,
Shirley with attractive eyes and minds,
Hazel an independant and confident woman,
SQ with looks of curiosity that had a funny random cake of the night.
Felt like a kid stuffed in a chicken meal box,
Totally different world from mine,
Dining with great people rocks.
Some jokes made the night rhyme,
Maturity i saw and trying to learn,
Stealing the skills that cant be taught,
I gotta be firm,
Be careful not to be caught.
I kept my head down holding on to my fork,
Spinning the pasta,
Cutting the pizza,
I was like a stiff cork.
A group of people born in the 80's,
Plus a little kid from the 90's,
Odd but fun,
Enjoy more than drinking Rum.
A Night of 8 and 9's,
Surprisingly having this chance to meet the eyes,
Everyone started with a "Hi",
In the end ended with a wave and a "Bye".
Very Touching True Story
One whistle it'll come to you,
One call of their name they'll rush to you within seconds,
In this world only few,
Will listen to you in silence.
They a.k.a "Men's Best Friend",
Not known but it CAN be your best friend,
It will hear you out,
It will always be your crowd.
It'll follow you,
It'll lie down with you,
It'll play with you,
It's cute face will always be your best daily view.
A friend in need is a friend indeed, (Black : Cigar, Brown Black : Nancy)
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Treasure every moment Now and Then...
Nice Song, Great Dancing Moves, Touching MV
Think this song can express my nightmares well.
Covered with milky white,
The church filled with bright,
A carpet leads to God's might,
Place where two truly unite.
Listen to the blessings,
Bell ringing,
Happy tears dropping,
Feel the love from every within.
Her hand passed to he who she trusts,
Her hand passed to he who she loves,
Not loved but love till the end,
A new born family held hand in hand.
Will you marry me,
Will you forever be with me,
I will hold your hand,
Together until the end.
Promises had been made,
Commitment is what is takes,
Responsibility to her,
This here led to a new fate.
A ring chosen not with quantity nor quality,
But filled with his heart,
A dress not chose with a simple thought,
But to be the most beautiful bride among all.
Rings,
Swear,
Promise,
Love.
God's greatest art work,
Unite two lovers,
With a swear to God,
Words that must be abide,
You May Kiss The Bride.
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