Where Are You?

Like a leaf falling down to the greens,
Hoping for a soft and comfort lean,
Expect that was the least,
But in the end it's like sent to be feast.

Like a little flower trying to bloom to look at it's best,
But once stepped it's like a stab to the chest,
Torn apart and what's left is shaped more or less like a crest,
In the end the garden was in a mess.

Like a little boy crying and running to his mom,
Hoping for a hug that would relieve that pain from the cut,
Instead got a scolding for being so dumb,
In the end was grounded, forget bout having fun.

Like this little me,
Craving for a little from thee,
Just a little smiley,
Now i understand that nothing is free.

A GUY appeared,
I grumbled a little earlier,
I kept silent after,
In the end, I became no one n a laughter.

Even when i was down,
Aching,
Struggling,
Suffering,
Expect for the least,
Which most of the time least it wouldn't reach.

Questions for you,
What am i to you?
Am i special to you?
Or just like that, to you.

Stabbed in and out,
Humiliated in front of the crowd,
Expect for your medic,
Instead it's a critic.

Roses are red,
You can't fake it to blue,
What a heartbreak,
Where Are You?