Feel?

What can i say?
A filled up mind?
When can i squeeze in?
Just a little may be?

Thought i'm special,
Guess i'm not,
I think its the facial,
Handsome and Smart, Not!

Ever so hard-headed,
Can i smack it with a hammer,
Look wider girl,
I don't want just to be your teacher.

Understand what i want to do,
Understand how i feel,
Loosen that screw,
Don't be so still.

I know your not mine to be,
Or may be forever not meant to be,
Thx for the kind invites at least,
But i'm still walking in the mist.

Unsupported love,
One sided love,
Selfish kind of love,
A thing that will never be mine to own?

Meaningful sentences:
1)Sometimes, Love doesn't exist unless its acknowledged in front of people.
2)You cant rush Love.
3)Love ain't just about being happy.
4)Like Rumi said "All we wanted to have is love's confusing joy"