-我落泪情绪零碎-

地上断了翅的蝶
不像自由地蔓延
爱原来更心碎
都可以更细节
田野风绕过几条街
秋天收获了满地的落叶
于是又一 整夜
感情的句子都枯萎凋谢
我不想写随手撕下这一页
原来是跟离别可以没有结尾
焦距后悔的跟着写于是我把诗折叠
有几 重感觉挑一束白玫瑰你将爱退回
我不落泪忍住感觉
分手在起风这个季节
哭久了会累
也只是别人的以为
冷的咖啡
我 清醒着一再续杯
我落泪情绪零碎
你的世界一幕幕纷飞
门外的蔷薇带刺伤人也很直接
过去被翻阅结局满天的风雪

说了再见

  天亮了 雨下了 你走了
 清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
 落叶飘在湖面上睡著了
 想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
 你看看 你看看 看不到
 我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到
 说了再见 才发现再也见不到
 我不能就这样失去你的微笑
 口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
 若角色对调你说好不好
 说了再见 才发现再也见不到
 能不能就这样忍著痛泪不掉
 说好陪我到老 又狠往哪里走
 再次拥抱一分一秒都好
 天亮了 雨下了 你走了
 清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
 落叶飘在湖面上睡著了
 想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
 你看看 你看看 看不到
 我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到
 说了再见 才发现再也见不到
 我不能就这样失去你的微笑
 口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
 若角色对调你说好不好
 你的笑 你的好 脑海里 一直在绕
 我的手 忘不了 你手的温度
 心碎了一地 捡不回从前的心跳 伤心过去我无力逃跑
 说再见 才发现再也见不到
 能不能就这样忍著痛泪不掉
 说好陪我到老 又狠往哪里走
 再次拥抱一分一秒都好 

I'll work my way out of this,

Bring peace to all crisis,

Looking for the right button of normal mode,

There's gotta be a code.

A third chance i given myself,

I covered all the bad memories on my shelf,

Look back and forth thinking of last night's breeze,

Reconsidered to finish what i started, at least.

I wish,

I hope,

I pray,

One more time i'll stay.

Will be different from now on,

There's still reasons to carry on,

I wish again i'm looked with a different angle,

No matter in the end you become, Angel or Devil.

Promise me

I opened my eyes,
With my blanky still there to keep me warm,
I stared at the ceiling, look around,
Once again a day without your smile.

Thought of these days couples everywhere i saw,
New and old ones that make me more wanna soar,
I see an end in the relationship i'm on pursue,
But, something finally, i thought through.

A blink of a shock,
An inspiration came to mine,
I found the key to the lock,
That has been in my soul and mind.

Promise me that's all i want,
Just a promise to forget me never,
Tell me i changed you somehow,
Let me know i had an impact on your life.

Promise to remember me always,
Losing you is hard enough,
But, i don't want to go on knowing,
What i meant to you is just a dumb.

I understand,

What's not meant to be,
It's not meant to be,
Though i really hope that your other will be me,
But, for now i hope you being with me,
Would still feel,
Free.

Today is a messed up day full of mistakes, filled with tragedy and disappointment. Although i didn't see it with my bare eyes, i still can sense it far away. I promised to keep strong and firm, promised not to be moved and promised that i will move on. But, in the end i became weak and the page filled with hope had just being flipped at that instant. A mistake ever so treacherous that broke ones heart and cracked into disappointment. What good from the past became just so fake as it can be seen turned into dust and ashes disappear in instant from sight. Being good is like putting full effort on anything, no matter what it takes to be acknowledged. But, being bad is just like taking off a mask. Gotta start over, i don't know whether i can, whether i'm allowed to. Begging to forgive, but what to forgive. I ruined everything, myself. Do i deserve a second chance?

Sweetness treasured within my Heart

A past that always been with me,

That has been sweet kept within me,

Give thoughts of it make me feel free,

Sometimes i still in search of that key.

Riddle self written inside my head,

No trace of answer that has lead,

A problem from myself that has made,

I know it can't be shared like a morning bread.

May be you say your not the one,

But, why can't you see i hope you are the one,

Who knows may be you'll find what you want, what we want,

Decision can be made together as long as we stay as one.

For once i became greedy,

Think i'm kinda pity,

In front of thee i feel little,

Heart always so brittle.

If i'm given a second chance,

To bring you to the grand floor for a dance,

I will be ever so happy and grateful,

I will treasure every moment, will be thankful.

Love that has been Denied

A story of two broken heart,
A male and the opposite,
Both from worlds apart,
One day, God arrange them to meet.

Male carrying his broken heart,
To search for the right other,
Happiness was always apart,
There's always the presence of blunder.

Male tried and tried,
Until days he thought to give up,
Though the heart cried and cried,
For once he did what he said with his hands up.

Day by day,
Time after time,
In his mind stays a may,
Will the end of the journey rhyme.

Its unfair,
Useless to complain,
This is the life i meant to bare,
A life full of shame.

I wonder why it started,

I wonder when you truly care,

I wonder why it can't be ended,

I wonder how i bared.

Tears escaped,
I closed my eyes to hope for a decided mind,
I hold back not to collapse,
Everytime, She says may be we're weren't not meant to combine.

Wonder what i did was right or wrong,
I know it shouldn't happen but i let it be,
May be i played the wrong song,
I need another chance, you'll see.

I'm not a boy no more,
I'm not THAT boy no more,
I showed my true heart,
Why couldn't you see?

May be i indeed madly in need of love,
May be i indeed madly in need of company,
A true partner that would at least try with me,
A true partner that at least try to understand me.

Say i'm crazy,
Say i'm mad,
Say i'm still young,
Say wadever you can.

I am who i am,
I know i won't last any longer,
But i assure i will make a decision,
Until my love is acknowledged and respected.

Love Unseen,
Love not cared,
Love covered with tears i shed,
Love that i wish to be with you, to share.

For life i've searched why did i live on,

For sometimes i look what's happening around me,

I hesitate to decide which to choose,

Sometimes feel lost not knowing where to be.

Slowly learning to embrace,

Learn to be frank,well not always,

Though world is not so much in grace,

Our own life given is definitely not a prank.

Thee sacrificed to give us a chance,

A chance to clear our sins that's been done,

As tough as life can and should be,

Ourselves is the one we must overcome.

Presence of a mother,
Let me felt safe,
Presence of a mother,
A Ma that i always crave.

Seek for a little,
Just a little care,
A figure of an angel,
It all started from a stranger.

Slowly becoming one,
One of the most important,
I need you more than anyone,
Stay by my side being relevant.

Smile,
Just for awhile,
It always been worthwhile,
Though its as far as a mile.

I continue on to hear the heartbeat in me,
Because i stand a chance before you put on a wedding ring,

I found out the only key,

The key Is me.

I sense enemies all around,

Well actually not enemies,But,

With the same dream that we wanna bound,

A dream to have your heart.

I hope to see you everyday,

But love is like playing with a kite,

Too lose it'll be taken away,

It can't soar freely if it's too tight.

A text a day,

SHow my care for you each day,

As long as i know you're around,

You'll make my day.