Story Of A Phoenix...

Today is a messed up day full of mistakes, filled with tragedy and disappointment. Although i didn't see it with my bare eyes, i still can sense it far away. I promised to keep strong and firm, promised not to be moved and promised that i will move on. But, in the end i became weak and the page filled with hope had just being flipped at that instant. A mistake ever so treacherous that broke ones heart and cracked into disappointment. What good from the past became just so fake as it can be seen turned into dust and ashes disappear in instant from sight. Being good is like putting full effort on anything, no matter what it takes to be acknowledged. But, being bad is just like taking off a mask. Gotta start over, i don't know whether i can, whether i'm allowed to. Begging to forgive, but what to forgive. I ruined everything, myself. Do i deserve a second chance?