I feel betrayed
Broken and bruised
A string that’s been frayed
Bended and abused
I feel all alone
Small and empty
No light being shone
Into the caverns of pity
When everything started
To seem right
The angel of happiness darted
Out of sight
And left me here
All alone in the dark
NO one of the dear
Just death: damp and stark
I want to just cry
But is it really worth it?
I might ask you why?
But I’m not gonna cry over this shit
And being alone in a cave full of depression
Makes you realize.
That life goes to show you
Trust someone, Love someone
Just know that they’re gonna hurt you too.
Friday, October 30, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
Everyday is a new day,
Wake up and take a deep breathe,
Follow me as i lead you through,
The real world outside you can't measure the depth.
"Open that chest!" the Pirate Yell,
In there is Heaven or is it Hell,
He won't stop even he get or didn't get,
Continue on he board his ship,
"Aidee little pirate lets set sail!"
Persistence is what you need,
Unbreakable Diamond that's what you must be,
Live long! High Hope! Just go on,
Just like your father everyday he needs to mow the lawn.
Think of sugar spice and everything nice,
Think of hope!
Think of Love!
Control your mind and be wise.
Whatever you do, Is what you will be.
Whatever you feel, that is how you gonna see.
Whatever you think, things will just appear in front of thee.
Wake up and take a deep breathe,
Follow me as i lead you through,
The real world outside you can't measure the depth.
"Open that chest!" the Pirate Yell,
In there is Heaven or is it Hell,
He won't stop even he get or didn't get,
Continue on he board his ship,
"Aidee little pirate lets set sail!"
Persistence is what you need,
Unbreakable Diamond that's what you must be,
Live long! High Hope! Just go on,
Just like your father everyday he needs to mow the lawn.
Think of sugar spice and everything nice,
Think of hope!
Think of Love!
Control your mind and be wise.
Whatever you do, Is what you will be.
Whatever you feel, that is how you gonna see.
Whatever you think, things will just appear in front of thee.
One Malaysia?
People come,
People go,
Their all similar,
Just only the colors,
Why must we fight each other,
Millions died and it's such a boner.
White black or brown,
In the past people just hang around,
Despite the fact we look speak or listen differently,
But think carefully,
For United we stand and thats why we're crowned.
Possessed by the unholy spirit,
Actions of the devil,
Prison the guilts,
Save and pray for the wilt.
We must assist each other,
We much learn to love each other,
For what you see it may just be the cover,
You never will know,
The truth may be just under that very cover.
Unlock the secret,
It's not that discrete,
Shift your mind to the positive,
May be he or she is your relative.
War is such a typical thing,
Past or present,
It's not that proud of a story for us to sing.
Sacrifice no more!
Blood shedded no more!
Which effing retard wants more?
Together we stand,
Divided we fall,
We're all doing the same thing,
We all just want a living.
People come,
People go,
Please cherish each other,
Like there is no tomorrow.
People go,
Their all similar,
Just only the colors,
Why must we fight each other,
Millions died and it's such a boner.
White black or brown,
In the past people just hang around,
Despite the fact we look speak or listen differently,
But think carefully,
For United we stand and thats why we're crowned.
Possessed by the unholy spirit,
Actions of the devil,
Prison the guilts,
Save and pray for the wilt.
We must assist each other,
We much learn to love each other,
For what you see it may just be the cover,
You never will know,
The truth may be just under that very cover.
Unlock the secret,
It's not that discrete,
Shift your mind to the positive,
May be he or she is your relative.
War is such a typical thing,
Past or present,
It's not that proud of a story for us to sing.
Sacrifice no more!
Blood shedded no more!
Which effing retard wants more?
Together we stand,
Divided we fall,
We're all doing the same thing,
We all just want a living.
People come,
People go,
Please cherish each other,
Like there is no tomorrow.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
I'm a masked rider,
whom hide himself from everything,
Riding almost anywhr,
Looking at every angle,
Searching for a partner,
That i can keep as treasure,
Whr i can hug till i subside,
Negatives will be thrown aside,
I feel so in need,
Anxiety,
Desire,
Lonely,
Friends can't & won't be enough,
Without the only one how can i be tough,
I feel so tired now,
I need a boost,
Who will accept me?
Do you see me?
I try to increase our collision,
Frequency of collision is very important,
Doing so i will be carved inside you,
I hope that does work on you,
I'm just trying my best,
Your importance to me is on the crest,
No one can compare with thee,
Despair they will and i surely agree,
whom hide himself from everything,
Riding almost anywhr,
Looking at every angle,
Searching for a partner,
That i can keep as treasure,
Whr i can hug till i subside,
Negatives will be thrown aside,
I feel so in need,
Anxiety,
Desire,
Lonely,
Friends can't & won't be enough,
Without the only one how can i be tough,
I feel so tired now,
I need a boost,
Who will accept me?
Do you see me?
I try to increase our collision,
Frequency of collision is very important,
Doing so i will be carved inside you,
I hope that does work on you,
I'm just trying my best,
Your importance to me is on the crest,
No one can compare with thee,
Despair they will and i surely agree,
Your quality,
Your making,
Is inspiring,
I see you i'm always shaking,
Incredible,
Excellent,
To me that's what you are,
Am i eligible?
I hope i'm not a scar.
You know dream sometimes are really scary cause in every dream the wound it creates felt so real. I can't bare the pain even when i'm awake. I need a doctor! Hmmmmmm.....
Your making,
Is inspiring,
I see you i'm always shaking,
Incredible,
Excellent,
To me that's what you are,
Am i eligible?
I hope i'm not a scar.
You know dream sometimes are really scary cause in every dream the wound it creates felt so real. I can't bare the pain even when i'm awake. I need a doctor! Hmmmmmm.....
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Be you
One step forward,
Is always better than one step backwards.
You don't want to be a chicken,
Be a Dragon!
As long as you have the guts,
Just go and break some nuts.
You do not look down on yourself,
If not ur going to be shoved in your own shelf.
Be a man/woman,
Like the chinese always say.
Be a man!
Be a woman!
If not your life is just gonna be that lame,
As dark as a raven.
Open your eyes wide,
Tsunami!Tsunami! May be thats what u gonna vide.
But don't be scared,
You will be cared.
And you think, hesitated who will that be?
Don't you see?
You are your own god,
Ain't that power just as big as the sea?
Guidance will lead you,
C'mon little one,
Don't be afraid,
Big Daddy is here,
Hey! I'm not your maid.
Instead of that i'm gonna teach you,
Educate you,
Not feed you,
You just need to do it,
Just for you.
And again,
One step forward,
Is always better than one step backwards.
You don't want to be a chicken,
Be a Dragon!
Take the first step in Faith,
You don't have to see the whole staircase,
Just take the first step.
Slowly you gonna finish the remaining laps.
Is always better than one step backwards.
You don't want to be a chicken,
Be a Dragon!
As long as you have the guts,
Just go and break some nuts.
You do not look down on yourself,
If not ur going to be shoved in your own shelf.
Be a man/woman,
Like the chinese always say.
Be a man!
Be a woman!
If not your life is just gonna be that lame,
As dark as a raven.
Open your eyes wide,
Tsunami!Tsunami! May be thats what u gonna vide.
But don't be scared,
You will be cared.
And you think, hesitated who will that be?
Don't you see?
You are your own god,
Ain't that power just as big as the sea?
Guidance will lead you,
C'mon little one,
Don't be afraid,
Big Daddy is here,
Hey! I'm not your maid.
Instead of that i'm gonna teach you,
Educate you,
Not feed you,
You just need to do it,
Just for you.
And again,
One step forward,
Is always better than one step backwards.
You don't want to be a chicken,
Be a Dragon!
Take the first step in Faith,
You don't have to see the whole staircase,
Just take the first step.
Slowly you gonna finish the remaining laps.
Friday, October 23, 2009
I look out to the sea,
Images spinning in my mind,
Memories i've always cherished,
Thinking of them just makes my day shine.
Waltzing on the sandy beach,
Feeling the comforting breeze,
Listen to the sirens singing,
The wave is like a cleave.
I see a girl,
Closing on to me,
The familiar figure,
Does she know me?
I waved at her retardedly,
Cauce she look very hot,
I've never met such woman,
It's like taking Ten Shots.
She has the eyes of Medusa,
I was frozen by her glacial eyes,
She said "Hi',
But my reaction seems "Bye".
"Jizz! Nerd!" she said,
I was like "What the heck?"
Many times i stumble,
Do i look like Shrek?
I wish i can be the Prince,
Which girls have in their dream,
Riding my white horse,
Lolz! i look so self-esteem.
It's just a dream,
And i'm at the beach,
This place is so great,
Made me felt breached.
It's dawn and i left the place,
Each step away i leave a trace,
Everyday i'll come back,
Until i get everything back on track.
Images spinning in my mind,
Memories i've always cherished,
Thinking of them just makes my day shine.
Waltzing on the sandy beach,
Feeling the comforting breeze,
Listen to the sirens singing,
The wave is like a cleave.
I see a girl,
Closing on to me,
The familiar figure,
Does she know me?
I waved at her retardedly,
Cauce she look very hot,
I've never met such woman,
It's like taking Ten Shots.
She has the eyes of Medusa,
I was frozen by her glacial eyes,
She said "Hi',
But my reaction seems "Bye".
"Jizz! Nerd!" she said,
I was like "What the heck?"
Many times i stumble,
Do i look like Shrek?
I wish i can be the Prince,
Which girls have in their dream,
Riding my white horse,
Lolz! i look so self-esteem.
It's just a dream,
And i'm at the beach,
This place is so great,
Made me felt breached.
It's dawn and i left the place,
Each step away i leave a trace,
Everyday i'll come back,
Until i get everything back on track.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Living ur Life,
It's like driving on an endless road,
Step on it!
Is that what you do when you're still alive?
Things come and go,
They don't pass by you,
But it's your ignorance,
Speeding Passing to fast,
Missing too much creating a hole.
Abundance is what you seek,
But your hiding at a side,
Just passing by,
You only dare to look back,
Just take a peak?
Why don't you do the opposite?
Why don't you choose the opposite?
Why don't u take a chance?
Slow down the speed,
Be a steed!
Bravely accept everything,
Heroicly save yourself from your misery,
Pick up your sword and shield,
Do not wry!
As behind there are priests to heal.
Think what u want to think!
Be what you want to be!
Have what you want to have!
Create your own thoughts,
Mave the first move,
So long you fought,
Now is the time to yourself,
You need to Improve!
Poltergeist messing up your pilgrimage,
Imagine it's only Monster.Inc,
Pull you King Author's Sword,
Smite the beast with rage.
Whether you think u can,
Or u can't,
Either way you are right.
Living your life,
Miserable or eligible,
Love or Hate,
Up to you to choose,
Cause you decide your own fate.
I choose to live in abundance,
Or your still wanna live in the abaddon.
Again here i remind you once more,
Your life depends on you,
Cause you are the core.
It's like driving on an endless road,
Step on it!
Is that what you do when you're still alive?
Things come and go,
They don't pass by you,
But it's your ignorance,
Speeding Passing to fast,
Missing too much creating a hole.
Abundance is what you seek,
But your hiding at a side,
Just passing by,
You only dare to look back,
Just take a peak?
Why don't you do the opposite?
Why don't you choose the opposite?
Why don't u take a chance?
Slow down the speed,
Be a steed!
Bravely accept everything,
Heroicly save yourself from your misery,
Pick up your sword and shield,
Do not wry!
As behind there are priests to heal.
Think what u want to think!
Be what you want to be!
Have what you want to have!
Create your own thoughts,
Mave the first move,
So long you fought,
Now is the time to yourself,
You need to Improve!
Poltergeist messing up your pilgrimage,
Imagine it's only Monster.Inc,
Pull you King Author's Sword,
Smite the beast with rage.
Whether you think u can,
Or u can't,
Either way you are right.
Living your life,
Miserable or eligible,
Love or Hate,
Up to you to choose,
Cause you decide your own fate.
I choose to live in abundance,
Or your still wanna live in the abaddon.
Again here i remind you once more,
Your life depends on you,
Cause you are the core.
Monday, October 19, 2009
Have you ever noticed that overcoming is just as EASY as that... As long as you are willing...WILLING!!!! to contribute, do, a little bit more than everything that u have done previously. Overcoming that "problem", actually the "problem" is just beyond that very line..ur looking at it..it's in front of you and all u nid to do is just DO a little bit MORE... Cross that line...and say bye bye... the good stuff are always just behind ur backs..Have u ever noticed that? yeah...i think and i just realized it.. Just step back one step...at ur oredi on the good side... u left the bad side of your world... its only a line of a difference between good and bad and all you need to do is just DO a little bit MORE... Im trying to do a little bit more.. i wan to earn my own money...pay my own school fees...do whatever i want...have what i've always wanted...i belive in my thought..i belive one day i will see my thought...but i will not wait..i'll chase and track down that thought..i will take action, make a move and focus!
Our purpose is what we say it is.
Our mission is the mission we give ourselves.
Our life will be as what we created as.
Our mission is the mission we give ourselves.
Our life will be as what we created as.
In here i strongly recommend those ppl who think that they are lost or dont know what their doing, or don have a goal... Pls approach UNION at Boulevard and search for... "The Secret" it will gv a free VCD... watch it...read it...rm24 something only...
PS: If "you" feel unhappy or whatsoever, pls get the fuck out of my face. I need my freedom and I'm not your only son. Go teach ur OTHER son something so i dont have to do everything. He's not a retard that only knows how to play a piano or suck in studies. He is also a man in this family. Ask him do things that i used to do. Sweep the fuckin carpark, trim the fuckin grass, wash the fuckin dog. Which i remember in the past "U" and the other fucker AND his friend was eating fruit while I AM SWEEPING UP LEAVES!!!!! Leave me alone pls... All you need is to support what i do and just like b4. U don care shit bout me. I will truly appreciate that. I can say that i am independant but with less knowledge of the outside world and which i will learn myself.
Good Night all...remember... "The Secret"
PS: If "you" feel unhappy or whatsoever, pls get the fuck out of my face. I need my freedom and I'm not your only son. Go teach ur OTHER son something so i dont have to do everything. He's not a retard that only knows how to play a piano or suck in studies. He is also a man in this family. Ask him do things that i used to do. Sweep the fuckin carpark, trim the fuckin grass, wash the fuckin dog. Which i remember in the past "U" and the other fucker AND his friend was eating fruit while I AM SWEEPING UP LEAVES!!!!! Leave me alone pls... All you need is to support what i do and just like b4. U don care shit bout me. I will truly appreciate that. I can say that i am independant but with less knowledge of the outside world and which i will learn myself.
Good Night all...remember... "The Secret"
Friday, October 16, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
Why is it that, LOVE,
Always reminiscent a dove!
Known as a symbol of love,
With no boundaries above!
One day a girl I met,
And thought my life was set.
We met, we spoke,
Rules of life we always broke.
The girl I met again and again,
Which I could never restrain.
Late I realized the love game,
My heart already started play'n.
We always dream of being together,
But, am scared, will be crushed like a feather.
Its hard to make our hearts understand,
That our destiny's are already planned.
No matter what we do in life,
But always have to strive.
With the good and the bad,
That's what makes me feel real sad.
Trying to idealize,
With whatever I have realized.
But, I wish I could write my future,
With endless bliss of which I could nurture.
Always reminiscent a dove!
Known as a symbol of love,
With no boundaries above!
One day a girl I met,
And thought my life was set.
We met, we spoke,
Rules of life we always broke.
The girl I met again and again,
Which I could never restrain.
Late I realized the love game,
My heart already started play'n.
We always dream of being together,
But, am scared, will be crushed like a feather.
Its hard to make our hearts understand,
That our destiny's are already planned.
No matter what we do in life,
But always have to strive.
With the good and the bad,
That's what makes me feel real sad.
Trying to idealize,
With whatever I have realized.
But, I wish I could write my future,
With endless bliss of which I could nurture.
Briskly walking down the memory lane,
I see you in the shades of time,
Past diverges into the present,
Making the memories more vivid,
Those were the cherished days of my life,
When life within me multiplied,
Joy was in every air,
Bliss in every breath,
Loving you, meeting you,
Knowing you, Growing with you,
Hand in Hand,
Journey covered,
Destiny achieved,
Memories of love are as fresh as dew,
Your enigmatic eyes,
Twinkling like a star in the sky,
Your laughter as of the tinkling bells,
That stems from a beautiful heart,
The gentle touches that bought us close,
The face always lit with grace,
Simplicity you worn like a jewel,
Love, you had always in abundance,
Every walk through the garden,
I remember always had a silent-pause,
Something you wanted to say
Something I,
Eyes met,
Talks disappeared
Remember How I wanted to dive into those eyes?,
Every fight,
Ended in hugs,
Every pain,
in lots of laughter,
Every difficulty,
Always divided,
Love increased,
Like a joy,
Growing together is Love,
Sharing frankly is a bonding,
Accepting another is a understanding,
Trusting life is an eternal optimism,
Missing you is an special affair,
I get back to some best feelings,
Dive in them.
Feel your presence,
Touch you.
Talk you,
Hug you,
Knock,knock!!
Often comes a call in my head,
I got to go at my work,
Refreshing love has made me elated,
Diffused in you,
I don't find myself,
A new soul evolving within,
Is it the love-soul,
Is it the freedom of my existence?
May be,
Man wants to Free himself,
From every possible attachment,
Fall in love,
Fly the sky,
Love is freedom,
Love is Life,
Live it,
Cherish them,
At last,
Nothing but MEMORIES remain.
I see you in the shades of time,
Past diverges into the present,
Making the memories more vivid,
Those were the cherished days of my life,
When life within me multiplied,
Joy was in every air,
Bliss in every breath,
Loving you, meeting you,
Knowing you, Growing with you,
Hand in Hand,
Journey covered,
Destiny achieved,
Memories of love are as fresh as dew,
Your enigmatic eyes,
Twinkling like a star in the sky,
Your laughter as of the tinkling bells,
That stems from a beautiful heart,
The gentle touches that bought us close,
The face always lit with grace,
Simplicity you worn like a jewel,
Love, you had always in abundance,
Every walk through the garden,
I remember always had a silent-pause,
Something you wanted to say
Something I,
Eyes met,
Talks disappeared
Remember How I wanted to dive into those eyes?,
Every fight,
Ended in hugs,
Every pain,
in lots of laughter,
Every difficulty,
Always divided,
Love increased,
Like a joy,
Growing together is Love,
Sharing frankly is a bonding,
Accepting another is a understanding,
Trusting life is an eternal optimism,
Missing you is an special affair,
I get back to some best feelings,
Dive in them.
Feel your presence,
Touch you.
Talk you,
Hug you,
Knock,knock!!
Often comes a call in my head,
I got to go at my work,
Refreshing love has made me elated,
Diffused in you,
I don't find myself,
A new soul evolving within,
Is it the love-soul,
Is it the freedom of my existence?
May be,
Man wants to Free himself,
From every possible attachment,
Fall in love,
Fly the sky,
Love is freedom,
Love is Life,
Live it,
Cherish them,
At last,
Nothing but MEMORIES remain.
Proposing
When you guys see my title..i bet you guys went huh? what the hack? is Dick proposing? Lol....neh...im oni 19...well..its possible but NO LA...ahhaha...i spent my night watchign youtube...OMG...you guys should try it...especially moody guys...seeing ppl propose and seeing the girls saying YES...it really makes you feels good and of course...u get the idea for your future suprise proposal...hahahah...got some fail proposals too....hmmmm...sad man...well...i redirected my mood tonight and tml im gonna rock my presentation...NITEZ guyz
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