Distance

Felt happy when i'm close to you,
But thr was another feeling that was such a bugger,
I'm like a bomb that need to be diffused,
i tried and acted i wasnt bothered.

The truth is,
I'm stabbed so hard through the heart,
Anger & Hate ii'm trying to release,
I was totally off guard.

I tried to hide,
I wore a mask,
So hard to abide,
I try not to ask.

I slow down every pace,
Just so you can stay longer,
I fear of lost in the race,
Just to keep everything in order.

Am i thinking to much?
I hope i am,
The dreadful dreams kept on haunting me,
I opened my eyes when it was just 3am.

I need something to move these thought away,
I need a rest,
I'm looking for a new pathway,
I'm pulling out the dagger from my chest.