Silent Room

Hearing only the sound,
Of the CPU Of Me,
Waiting for another sound,
"Let's Go!"calling to me.

In such a peaceful room,
Peaceful house,
Peaceful family,
No more, No wanna step out.

Ideas mixing up in my mind,
Thinking of the next word to rhyme,
Hope to make something meaningful,
Rather than just let them bind.

Choosing sides she said,
Both left and right,
She's in the middle, Don't know when to invade,
Between the war, Hope you won't cry.

Left and right ain't the only choise,
In front of you will always be an extra option,
"I'll follow and go for the monster"
You tell them that, you don't be in this complicated muster.

I will and always will be,
A friend and a place,
For you to
Hide and cry,
Rest and pray,
Rely without deny,
For God let us meet,
For God will bless us each.

叶子

“葉子ㄉ離開,是因為風ㄉ追求,還是樹ㄉ不挽留？”
假如叶子像离开，
那心疼的树还有什么好留？
假如叶子心已被树占据，
那树根本就不需要留，
假如叶子和树真心相爱，
那风只能做多余的角色，
但是，
不管树多少努力，
不管风雨有多大，
最后还是得看，
叶子到底选着怎么办。

The Name

Long for that name,
Long for that fame,
Always longing for it,
Always will be an inner rain.

One time or twice,
If lucky i might have thrice,
Just any kind will do,
As long as me it's calling to.

Being ones guardian ain't easy,
Being a hated guardian is a different saying,
I don't care it might sounds crazy,
One time "Gor" will leave me crying.

Blessings to Mom & Dad, Viv, Mar, HuiGor, Ma, Little Bubbly Sis, ZhinG

Good Night!

-I Love You-

I'm missing you,
Are you having a flu,
It's okay,
I'll take care of you.

PS: I'm really pissed off with the Piano Boy's effing attitude today. He totally don't know what he's doing and saying. Someone pls teach him Coz i totally CAN't! I'll burst when he opens his mouth and stare me with his eyes which i'm keen to dig out. You better find out and realize your mistakes yourself before i tell you myself which will smack you hard to the ground. Don't try me! Or else!

~GoodNight~

-I Love You-

Remember my promise to thee,
Not more than one,
For now just feel free.

GdNite

-I Love You-

TCH

Spiky hair,
Fair face,
What comes along,
Is a smile with grace,

Simple wear,
Or should i say its simply wear,
But when it comes to big screens,
He'll make everyone scream!

Event planner,
Driver of some Kids,
A "great singer "OooOps" =p,
May be you'll freeze HAhahAHahaH.

Also being my consultant,
A good one too,
Stayed beside me since the beginning,
He always categorize them for me when thing start mixing.

Great guy,
Great 30-year old guy,
Oooops,
Don't make me jump through fire looops.

I'm just kidding,
Guess now you are laughing,
Smile,
Because everything you did for me i appreciate,
I'll make it worthwhile.

Sometimes,
Or may be Now,
You have to trust me,
Believe in my consistency.

I'll wait for her,
I'll do my best for her,
Support me?
I need thee?

Think you'll just have to,
Pull me to church,
Because it's really not a habit,
I still rather stay home eat and burp.

But,
I'll try my best,
I'll wake up,
You help me finish the rest?

This is the one and only,
Teo Chin Hui,
Great guy,
Great friend,
No way this kind of friendship you can buy,
A friend in need and he is the friend indeed,
Sweet!

Nitez

Blessing to Mom & Dad, Aug & Viv, Mar, HuiGor, Ma, Little Bubbly Sis, ZhinG

Last but not least

Would you wear a shirt that makes you look ugly?
Or you'll wear something nasty?
Something shabby?
Or you would prefer something steady?

You don't have to keep those ugly shirts,
But sometimes you do have to live with'em,
They might be full of dirt.
So sometimes you just gonna keep on wearing.

Some shirts just cant make things right,
You have to re-adjust your mind,
Feel fed up? No need to cry,
Shoo them Off there's no crime.

So many shirts to wear,
So many others to hang out with,
Why must only be them to be aware,
More out there that need and will care.

It's not i don't like those ugly shirts,
No matter how many times i wash,
They still make me look like a jerk,

My heart was crushed,
So now you tell me,
Should i throw them away,
Or should i keep them till i need them again.

In the end,
I think i'll sing along,
With the birds.

PS: I tried to, be patient, be tolerant, be noticed, yet, no one cares, so, Get the FUCK out of my life. Still can go for drinks though. I mean, healthy drinks. Chao~ ^^

-Good Night-

I didn't disappear,
I just need time for meditation,
I'm still here,
Seeking for realization and satisfaction.

I thought you didn't care,
I thought if i pass by you wouldn't even stare,
I almost can't bare,
Sorry, Now i see you do care.

Once again you appeared when i needed you,
Once again i'm teared you came just in time,
Once again it's you,
Now my life once again will rhyme.

Blessings to Mom & Dad, Aug & Viv, Mar, HuiGor, Little Bubbly Pruddy, ZhinG

Good Night
-I Love You-

Madly In Love

Madly in love,

One with a woman,
One with music,
The addiction is dominant,
His flight can only be domestic.

He plays the notes,
I write love letters,
He cant understand even A quote,
Tell me about music i'll say LATER.

I wanted to find a whole new world,
He who chooses to live and trapped in a hole,
But we do have something similar,
Death is our most feared foe.

But when you get to looked in deeply,
I'm actually the one living in a hole,
He is the one creating his new world,
I'm still running in circles in a bowl.

Here i realize,
I have to change,
Not to be in disguise,
But me myself not to be locked with my own chain.

I still love her,
I will not leave her,
But i'll try best,
Together bring our of my own world,
To some place new that everyone is,
Heart cured.

Blessings to Mom & Dad, Aug & Viv, Mar, HuiGor, Ma, Little Bubbly Sis, ZhinG

GoodNight
-I Love You-

Surpass my ego,
Advance for the future,
Not long ago,
Decided to vanish inside me a creature.

Yes i do miss,
Yes i do love,
Yes i do want to care,
Without them i'm living in despair.

Feel the pain,
Countless strain,
Must hold on tight,
Not to rain.

Just a little more,
I tell myself,
Just a little more,
I tell myself again.

I'm truly different,
I am different,
Just trust me in this,
I can do more than this.

选择了折磨自己，
把过去的外皮揭开，
重新来过。

每分每秒地走过，
都觉得缺少些什么，
告诉自己她会想起你。

阴影慢慢消失，
思念自然也慢慢消失，
渴望也渐渐消失。

保留着你的回忆，
等着你的回应，
等待着我们的相遇。

感动天 感动地

一开始 我以为 爱本来会很容易
所以没有 经过允许 就把你放心底
直到后来有一天 你和他走在一起
我才发现 原来爱情 不是真心就可以

我感动天 感动地 怎么感动不了你
明明知道 没有结局 却还死心塌地
我感动天 感动地 怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹 都是我骗自己

以为自己不再去想你
保持不被刺痛的距离
就算早已忘了我自己
却还想要知道你的消息

我感动天 感动地 怎么感动不了你
明明知道 没有结局 却还死心塌地
我感动天 感动地 怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹 都是我骗自己

Start Over

Life is just like a chord,
Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti Do,
Everyone have their chances to start over,
When the pitch reach its limit,
It'll turn back to low pitch and start all over,
Ain't how that's a piano played?

I stared at the keyboard,
Looking for secrets in the white keys,
I counted from Do to Do,
I realized its seven keys.

7 days in a week,
After 7 days we start all over,
I turned my thoughts,
Aren't days passing by over and over?

Every song has its end,
But you can choose to play it again,
Everyday we end with a pray,
You who choose to live to the next day.

Today went to Lu Zhou to sing few songs, Finally meet up again with HuiGor. Then went in the music room listening to HuaKing Laoshi attracting voice. Ended the night with my River Flow ^^ but it's just half way because the keyboard is half short which also ended up with a half recorded video. Anyways, no need to ask why i'm now cheering for myself "Hold ON Dick!".

Blessings to Mom & Dad, Aug & Viv, Mar, HuiGor, Ma, Little Sis, ZhinG.

Nitez~
-I Love You-

Do what you suppose to do,
Accomplished what you first started,
Confidence is not a tool,
Its just a support system ourselves created.

You don't need confidence to do everything,
Without it you still can do anything,
Don't let fear give you the bothering,
Soon you'll find each obstacle interesting.

If you made a mistake,
Forget it and lets move on,
Do whatever it takes,
Next time not to let thing go wrong.

Support there always will be,
Failure sometimes you have to meet,
Success is after each failure you beat,
Failure one day will bow down to your feet.

Strive for your destiny,
Not to buy,
You will remember and regret for eternity,
Yourself to rely.

In the end once again,
It's already been a past,
Hope history won't repeat itself,
Chances is what time will wait last.

Honest

I realize how hard it is to show honesty,
I realize how difficult it is to live without honesty,
I realize how much honesty means to me right now,
I realize i need an honest answer,
Will thee allow?

Its a simple answer,
Yet it may be more hurting than a big thunder,
May be i need a big beat down,
To test am i able to climb up once again,
After a fall down.

I'll have an action plan,
Reschedule rewrite my future,
Another path different lane,
But with the same person,
Its okay even its a torture.

I realize how hard it is to show honesty,
I realize how difficult it is to live without honesty,
I realize how much honesty means to me right now,
I realize i need an honest answer,
Will thee allow?

All i want is closeness,
Always sharing things,
Silly things,
Difficult things,
Anything,
If we have that,
Nothing can hurt us.

Blessings to Mom & Dad, Aug & Viv, Mar, HuiGor, Ma, Little Sis, ZhinG~

GoodniGht
-I Love You-

爱没那么简单

和一个想在一起的人在一起，
爱着一个我希望可以回爱的人，
想得到她给不了的爱与关心，
值得但是得努力撑着伤痛及折磨，
极度的失望，
极度的打击，
因为没有关系，
有些是变的不重要，
虽然和你没关系，
你对我来说还是非常重要，
未来是自己定下来的，
只是看自己怎样走下去，
你不明白我的感受，
我选择这条路，
我就得撑下去。

最珍贵的你

最珍贵的角落，就在你身边。

最珍贵的期待，就在你心里。

最珍贵的关心，就来自于你。

最珍贵的 人，就是你。

Hey Mom!
You're not with me,
Because I'm with you!

Hey Little Sis,
Gambateh!

Hey Gurl,
How about starting with what you call that?
L
I
K
E
?

GoodNight

Until Now

Sitting under the freakin cold air-conditioner with my half dead lappy in front of me. I'm trying to figure out what am i suppose to do and questions that i gonna ask for the morning's site visit. Looking outside the open window staring at my 2 dogs lying on the ground after chasing each other like crazy. Memories always barge in and it always turns up when i am down to "moodless" status. Thinking of nothing, doing nothing and i will just answer whatever question NOTHING! Then, i thought of the past.

Once again, after a long time of absence from my current past recalling activity. I decided to blog about how i survived. Is survive the word? whatever~

Pain, pain, pain and again PAIN! i had in the past. PAIN - happiness = Still Pain. Everything in the world is equilibrium. It just depends on which angle you see it and how you do it.

To me, I survived with the help from others. They might not realize it but i must say that without them, I might be watching over you guys on top or bottom i don't know for about 3-4 years since the last time i decided to JUMP!

Went through a lot on my own, trying to survive and hold on to myself. I shout, I cry, I bang, I run and i did everything that i am capable of to get rid the nasty things on my mind. I did it all alone, no parents, no brother nor sister and yeah i do have some friends ^^.

My life was miserable i must say and i know i'm not the worst. I'm just saying and i'm not gonna compare because i know i'll lose. SooooOoOo, yea my life was kinda miserable. I hated my so called big house, I hated the lack of strictness at home i hated almost everything.

I told myself that life has gotta change and i need to find a way. I did whatever i can, i joined direct selling and now i can say i totally lost few k's there which really is a misfortune. But throughout the process i learned a lot.

Life has gotta CHANGE! I met few guys, given advises and i met this girl. I took the advises, i tried my best but it wasn't enough. I then choose to learn how to commit to this girl.

From there i have to be patient i have to be a little daring a little more caring, I JUST HAVE TO DO MORE THAN BEFORE. I saw a change of myself when i looked in the mirror. My life turned 270 degrees and i just have to do more to finish the whole turn.

I made mistakeS, you can see how big is that S. Meaning, i made LOTS of mistakes. I was given chances and i can say i am stupid enough to screw it up all the time. Again and again i said i'll wait but again and again i kept on pushing. I was so into this relationship thing i forgot one thing. The most important thing which is, As Long As She Is Happy I'm Willing. But, i must say i think she's not quite happy with the pushing and stuff. Sorry? =p

I gotta chill, wait like i promised when the date was still 14/02/2010. Its been half a year since you came into my world and may be i'm getting a little impatient nowadays. Well, my bad and i will make a change. Just tell me when it is too much, Just say "Not Now"? or you can just slap me in the face and give a crucial heart breaking rejection.

SoooOOoo.. I need to wake up at 630! OMG! 3.15 =_= ... Goodnight! Guess i'm back! Bloggin is my life? Heheehhee~

Blessing to Mom and Dad, Aug and Viv, Mar, HuiGor, Ma, Little Sis and ZhinG
-I love You-

Am i giving up?
What about all the fall and stand up?
I need a hug,
I don't wanna give up.

Guess saying "I love You" can't match against "Why"...

Blessings to Myself. Urgh~

Say I Do

Small doesn't mean it has to be treated small,
Big doesn't mean it has to be treated big,
No matter you're short or tall,
No matter you're super skinny or fat like a pig.

It doesn't matter your a bi or a homo,
It doesn't matter you are a lesbian or a gay,
There is nothing in this world known as solo,
When you are alone you have no one to blame.

Equal rights!
Nothing to Fight!
Think about what i write!
Working together our future will be bright!

Blue green and white,
A combination that forms a one-of-a-kind Earth,
Though the others are out of sight,
Still we must appreciate that HERE we are given birth.

You choose not to finish your food,
Look at the poor ones who cant even have half a spoon,
You choose to fight for a better good,
Look at the poor ones who don't even know how to gloom.

Don't hate,
Don't grumble,
Don't forget,
To always thank.

Do love,
Do care,
Do have prayers,
Under each of everyone is covered with soft layers.

Heavy rain now, thunder hitting hard, a bit afraid so, Siam Ren! =p

Blessing to Mom and Dad, Aug and Viv, Mar, HuiGor, Ma, Little sis, and ZhinG.
~Nitez~
-I Love You-

Can we Cut out 1cm of distance between us?

Objects in mirror are closer than they appear,
I wish that's true,
Imagining a reflection of you and me so near,
How true i hope yet reality is cruel.

Feel gloomy under this heavy rain,
Walking alone back and forth with no one nearby,
Raindrops sliding down my cheeks and i prayed,
Wishing you being here with me to rectify.

Felt lost so timid,
Where can i reach to,
I'm almost at my limit,
Who should i go to.

Only way to clear my mind is with you,
No need to speak no need to think,
Blessings and caring from you,
It's all i need to make all the evil shrink.

I gotta get everything straight,
I cannot live with such anger and disappointment,
Everyday its like bitten by a Krait,
I will find a cure to make a supplement.

-Good Day-

Blessing to Mom and Dad, Aug and Viv, Ma, HuiGor, Mar, Little Sis and ZhinG.

-Love Ya-

Sorry for being a little greedy,
Actually is too greedy,
I got a little but i want more,
Kinda hurt coz i owes got the answer "what for?"
Yes, what for?
I can't even answer because,
I never had this kind of feeling before,
I will learn to control,
I must,
I run before i even know how to crawl,
Coz i trust,
You are too kind to be true,
Too understanding of you,
Tell me when i say too much,
Don't worry of being too harsh,
Worried everyday things will get out of hand,
Hope i wont get banned,
Books i will take it seriously,
Everything i do i will thing thoroughly,
Forgive for the stubborn,
Forgive for the burden,
Everyday i say I love you,
Everyday i tell you I miss you,
Know it's a heavy load,
Can't bring it over with a boat,
Lastly,
Once again,
Love ya~
Nitez~

For the Little One

Though shaped in a quite small figure,
It is believed to be capable for lots of things,
Might not be a perfect integer,
Count 1 by 1 and you'll do it,
Because life is not about racing.

Sometimes people get weak,
Chin and hip up walk and be like a woman,
No matter how hard you hide one day it'll leak,
Have faith be strong,
Strong hearts like the Romans.

When truly beaten you can always head home,
Do not fear of shame or cold death,
I'll always be there to keep you warm,
Home sweet home will always forever for you to have,

There will be no frustration,
Far away from wrath,
Not a word of intimidation,
Not much heard of brag.

Think big,
Plan big,
Do big,
Small from the outside,
Big from the inside.

Little ain't always is brittle,
Small doesn't mean it cannot brawl,
Afraid doesn't mean your not brave,
"It is what it is" is not true,
What truly is true,
Is what you feel,
Inside you.

Perspective starts from the mind

Shoulder to Shoulder

My heart will go on,
Trust me with all that's left,
I support you just keep it on,
Treasure every moment we had and will have.

Questions and problems are made to be solved,
Think of me your not alone,
You fell but you rose,
Again i'm here your not on your own.

I'm glad that you tried,
I'm glad you are still on the ride,
I'm glad that you didn't hide,
I'm glad that you are still beside.

Feeling is what i seek,
I don't care what you look like,
Love for you is deeper than the sea,
I will be your light and might.

Silent blue sky,
Roars for the battle of the rocks and waves,
Gaze through where all nature's beauty lies,
Your love My love in between is where our love is saved.

L O S T .....

Lost in love...
And i dont know why ,
Am figuring it out ,
what i needed was ,
someone to show me .

Lost in thoughts ,
And I dont know much ,
Am trying to think ,
what you thinking about ,
and eager to know ,
what you thinking .

Lost in touch ,
And i dont know how ,
Am reaching all out ,
and eager to be
what you wanted

Lost in sight ,
and I dont know where ,
Am calling for you ,
and hoping you hear ,
to my rescue .

You know you can't fool me ,
I've been loving you too long ,
It started... ain't so easy ,
I want to carry on ,
And carry on .....

I can let go ,
But am not letting go ,
And I can't handle ,
the pain after ,
And i believe ,
there's still much ,
to believe in .

So lift your eyes ,
and look me in ,
reach for the star ,
I'll figure it out ,
and show you ,
the way ,
that you wanted.

谢主让我遇见你，
谢主让我有机会疼爱你，
和你一起，
会有突来的信心，
和你一起，
总觉得可以让障碍不再成为阻碍，
不是瞎高兴，
不是瞎欢喜，
对你的爱，
无法解释的爱，
无条件的爱，
无需求的爱。

爱就像阵风，
看不到，
却感觉得到，
爱就像巧克力，
看过去虽然颜色暗淡，
吃下去却可以尝到那奇妙的甜美。

家人，
朋友，
同事，
敌人，
对他们，
感恩的心，
感谢有你。

Thank you Mom & Dad,
Thank you Sis,
Thank you Brother,
Thank you my Friends,
Thank you Colleagues,
Thank you my sworn forever hated enemies,
Thank you Ma,
And of course Thank "You".

God Bless~ GoodNight~ Love You

Pepero

A combination of White,Green and Chocolate,
Added in few fingertip jobs with flowers and almonds,
With one of my fav colours Purple,
All unite in a Rectangular box.

A simple creation,
Yet full of Emotion behind that very cardboard,
Full of definition,
Protected with unbreakable code.

Every month i bring this little box to someone i care,
Each time i treasure and picture that smile,
Once of every month i wait which i really can't bare,
Filling in my love and care into that little box,
Giving you no matter how many miles.

Each thank you i kept it in my heart,
Each time your caring personality raises me up,
Heart to Heart,
I wish to meet you each time the sun rises up.

This simple box,
Can be one of the unforgotten memories,
This simple box,
Will let you think of me in the past present and future.

Choose not to choose but choose to feel

Love is a word that is hard to speak of,
Love is something that you must commit,
You cant beat love even you are Lara Croft,
The heart will be the one that must be submit.

Love is a lesson that has to be learned,
Love is one word that carries responsibilities,
Love is priceless which must be self earned,
Love is when we talk about quality.

To love you have to trust,
To love commit is a must,
To love sacrifice have to be harsh,
To love patience is your truss.

Love you do not choose who is who,
Love is when you feel for whom,
Patience heart trust sacrifice their all your crew,
Bring them on ship if not say hi to Mr.Doom.

One thing i learned from love is cherish,
Second thing i learned is that you must be understanding,
Holding hands looking each other in the eye feel both hearts and kiss,
Its only true when both is willing.

I wanna hear your voice,
I wanna feel your presence,
I wanna see your smile,
I wanna see you to be you,

I don't want any other girl,
I don't want any other kind of girl,
I see your goods and i realize the bad,
But what the heck as long as its you i don't care who the heck.

I will go against time itself,
I hope you don't fall out giving me up on sight,
I'll always leave a place beside me throne,
I chose this Love on my own.

Gaze through the blurry night,
The sky decorates itself with stars and clouds,
It want to be in the highlights,
Always being feeling looking so proud.

When will i unite with the Gods that lives upon?
When will i be one of them who looks upon us?
Reflection of myself staring at the quiet pond.
But there's always will be minor of disturbance.

Life will never be that boring and flat,
Every obstacle makes it interesting,
What's life without a brat?
You'll gonna tell you "I kept feeling something is missing"

Be more open minded on things that happen,
Yes, sometimes it might be crap,
But if you keep nagging,
You're gonna be left behind the laps.

Be brave be wise and don't forget,
There will always be a place to rest,
Once fallen you stand up,
Twice fallen say no to give up.

Until the day you are satisfied and acknowledged,
For you yourself is the examiner and creater of your own problems.

In my dream i always see you soar above the sky,
In my heart there always will be a place for you for all my life,
I keep a part of you and me,
For there you always will be.

Hey,
Failure ain't all that is,
Look behind of all of it,
You learned a lesson,
May be not once twice or even more,
But it brings different meanings in life to you,
Cheers for there will be worse to come,
And the better to be.

Love you Always~

有著我，便有著你

有著我，便有著你。
这爱是永不死。
穿过喜和悲，跨过生和死。
千个万个世纪，绝未离开。
爱是永恒，当所爱是你。

Distance Behaviour

Distance is not of an essence when love comes in to show,
To reunite our broken pieces of cresents,
Distance is not so important,
As long as we treat it to us to be reluctant,
Distance is when we test ourselves how much we love each other.
Distance is when we both apart from each other.
To places we strive for our own dream,
But then still reminding ourselves,
There is someone waiting you back home.
Being with you in the heart,
Is enough to motivate and keep me on going,
Till the day we meet again.
Trust me you must,
For me you i always trust.

Driving on the open road,
Still wondering under the bluish sky,
Moon shining brightens up proudly to show,
No more it is shy.

Wonder where should i turn my steering,
As i choose this path to drive,
I'm vulnerable of your caring,
Your motivation keeps me on to strive.

Your smile,
Your presence,
Cures a while,
Your are of the essence.

I fail to wait,
Again and again,
This habit i myself create,
No worry i'm not in vain.

Looking waiting for that square thingy to light up,
1 new message i hope it will be you,
Hey hello or may be Wassup,
I'll be happy even it's just a few.

Nitez~

Friendship...the companion of Love

Friendship is .....getting a big punch on the shoulder, when you say something awful, when you make a mistakes, it goes from ear to ear, north to south, east to west.
Love is.....trying to make a nice smile , of all the things you say,and still trying a nice smile, to impress you of your say.

Friendship is.....just like a book, as easy to judge by just a look. For the content in the book, to read from page to page, may not be even of your taste.
Love Is.....blushes on the face, when you suddenly make a squeak. You start to look around for stares, when the eyes meet, a smile to assure you its okay.

Friendship Is.....talking aloud enuf to create a crowd, even to disagree on small matters, when some #%@ are uttered, to get even at each other.
Love Is.....saying as softly that hardly the ear, another soul can barely hear. Got a pen and paper, thinking of the word to write, but just wouldn't come out right.

Friendship Is.....taking pics with shots near and far,with actions of glamour and style, as unique as possible the pose, for a merrier memory to recall.
Love Is.....the best pic is just the two, wanting a pic of more than two, hoping for a smart and prettier pic too, for more pics is not yet a taboo.

Friendship Is.....Love but not in love, it gives company with a limit, being there thro' sorrow and pain, ready to lend a helping hand.
Love Is.....love in love, with sacrifices to no limit, with trust and thrash of love, that got to stand the test of time.

Friendship Is.....updating each other with em', spread ol' over the continent, no matter where you are, you are bound to feel connected thro' Facebook.
Love Is.....Absence makes the heart grow fonder, with words tat promising.. I'll B back for U, while Presence can makes the heart grow fader, leaving words of WHY, WHY me, Why U.!!