Honest

I realize how hard it is to show honesty,
I realize how difficult it is to live without honesty,
I realize how much honesty means to me right now,
I realize i need an honest answer,
Will thee allow?

Its a simple answer,
Yet it may be more hurting than a big thunder,
May be i need a big beat down,
To test am i able to climb up once again,
After a fall down.

I'll have an action plan,
Reschedule rewrite my future,
Another path different lane,
But with the same person,
Its okay even its a torture.

I realize how hard it is to show honesty,
I realize how difficult it is to live without honesty,
I realize how much honesty means to me right now,
I realize i need an honest answer,
Will thee allow?